Friday, September 26
wow this has been a busy week...lolx...
do not even hav e time to come online...
but anyway this week hav been fulfillin...did e stuffs tt i am supposed to do...
n even met up with old frens tt i hav nt seen or catch up with ages...
tueswent with anna n jo to e airport...lolx...
cos jo hav nt gone to take a glimpse of the terminal 3 yet...
haha...took many pics as usual...n found quite a number of locations at e terminal tt i wasn't aware of...
oh ya went to the CHG shop n bought a few sauces back...
lolx...imagine a Singaporean goin airport to buy sauces tt can b found at supermarkets...
look at the magnificent lobby at the departure/arrival area in terminal 3
found out tt terminal 3 has an area to make drawings...lolx had a great fun juz spendin time to colour them...below is a sample of wat i had coloured...
takin pics in e toliet as usual...haha look at jo's expression on her face...so funni...!!!
taken on e shuttle service towards budget terminal...kinda of waste time cos budget terminal is really empty...
finally tried popeye...lolx...i still prefer KFC chic...heez...but nevertheless, popeye's bread or cookie is very special...
Wedarranged to meet up with jing, ali n tang na for lunch...
but jing didnt turn up n she has nt replied to my sms since then...
could somethin hav happened?
hopefully is not relationship prob again...
haiz...shall keep her in prayers...
back to wed...met up with ali 1st den tang na met us late bcos she has last min meetin...
luckily the meetin is a short one...if nt we might nt be able to meet her...
thank god...lolx...though we only spent a short while catchin up with tang na but we had a great talk...heez...
shall try to arrange more of lunch meetings...!!!
after lunch, tang na went back to work...so ali n me juz walked ard bugis, talked a lot den i acc her to smu to see her lecturer...
haha was super happy tt day cos i realised tt ali n me are v.similiar in many areas...
lolx...n she also asked if she could join me at church...
actually i wanted to ask her de but she asked me even before i could probe e ques...
haha...anyway i will be meetin her next tues for gym n tennis...
lolx...hopefully there'll nt be any last min changes...
ali n me
Thursspent e whole day doin tutorials...wah a lot can...all e tut since e start of sch...
didn't had time to do them only till thurs...
imagine e no of tut to do...faintx...
but thank god tt i managed to finish all of them...heez...
Friclass as usual frm 3.30-6.30...haha gd timin cos it means tt i can sleep in more...
lolx...i am gettin more n more to become like a pig liao...
oh met up with vani n jo for lunch before class start...
lolx...e brunch is super worth it n nice...yummy...!!!
shall arrange to meet up for lunch before every class cos if we do nt, vani will refuse to eat e whole day...
haiz shake head...so we shall juz meet for lunch haha anyway my house gt no food too...lolx...
oh today vani tried eyeliner on me...
so scary cos the eyeliner like quite rough...can feel tears in my eyes liao...
sobs...vani bully me...haha no la kiddin...lolx...
anyway thanks cos it really turn out nice...haha...
mayb i can tink abt buyin eyeliner liao...lolx...but before tt gotta ask vani to teach me how to draw...
haha...no choice who ask vani to b such a gd make up artist...
lolx...i shld hav joined tt cca in poly...
Monday, September 22
hurray~ wed shld b meetin up with jing n ali to catch up....lolx...
hopefully there will not be any last min changes...heez...
though hav seen ali on several occasions in sch (nyp)...
but didnt hav a chance to catch up with ali cos it's like a hi n bye thing...
haha so wed can really talk out le...lolx...
wah it's been abt 3+yrs le since we sat down n talked...
haha suddenly images of teachin ali maths flashed back...
lolx...but those days can nv come back...
haha but nvm i will treasure these happi memories de...
haha hopefully tangna could make it too...haiz...
she's so busy with work...haiz also gt some time nv chat to her liao...
dunno how she's been...haha but meetin up with old frens really spark my life up...
haha...actually asked julie along too but she gt proj to do...
so she say she'll try to arrange to meet up with me next week...
but e others like quite hard to arrange le...haiz...nvm we shall see how...
yup yup...wah excited lolx...dunno if i can still recognise them...
haha and not forgettin to take lots of pics with them too...lolx...
mayb can consider compilin our pics whenever we meet...
den after many yrs later, we can actually look back on our past...
and laugh out loud with our wrinkled face abt e silly things tt we did...
juz some random pics taken for e past 2 weeks...
oh mentioned to hr abt a song on sat...lolx...
e song is called 'Dare to run', it's a v.nice song wor...
used to be one of my fav songs when i was in sec sch...heez...
seems like there're many songs tt i missed singin in sch...haha...
Dare to run
Dare to run with our eyes fixed on Jesus
Following the footsteps of the one who's gone before us
Dare to run in the power of His Spirit
Called to be victors in a race already won
Dare to run
Friday, September 19
Thurs mei didnt go for work as she woke up late so she decide to take a mc...
anyway she's sick too...yup...
den i went for an appointment ard noon...
after e appointment actually wanted to head home n rest...
but mei called n told me tt the doc suspect tt she has dengue so she need to take a blood test...
and also tt she was v.scared...so i had to rush down to look for her...
but by e time i reached the clinic, she was already payin for her bills le...
haiz quite a wasted trip cos it took me 45mins to reach..
but luckily she's not down with dengue, only some more serious flu virus...
n e doc said tt it'll be fine n gave her 2 days mc...thank god!!!
WedHooRay~ managed to fast successfully...haha woke up super early on wed...
made a prayer n then i fast...heez...ok la not very hungry throughout e day...
but heez tummy gt made a few sounds haha...
anyway e prayer made was really effective, i was nt v.tempted by all e food ard me...
lolx...but can say almost cos jo n all e other ppl in e cinema was havin gd food...
n e whole cinema smells so nice...luckily i did not sucumb to these smells...lolx...
plus after the movie, we went to walk ard at orchard for a while before jo head home...
lol...after jo head home, i still went to taka's cold storage n toa payoh's ntuc to buy some items for e sushi makin lo...
imagine e numerous food placed in front of me...!
but haha thank god, the fast plan went off smoothly...
n i only ate after abt 14 hours of fastin...
amazing isn't it...n wasnt really v.hungry after e 14 hours...lol...
but i still ate after e fastin period lolx cos mouth itchin...haha...
Tueswent for my usual workout session with jo...lolx...
but this time was replaced with 1 hr of badminton n half an hour of gym instead...
haha playin badminton is so much funnier than gym...haha...
really had a gd time...realised tt i can hit the ball or shuttlecock beta than last time le...
ahaha...my workin out genes are comin out or maturin le...lolx finally...
to tink tt last time i even had a hard time to start the ball or shuttlecock...
lolx...ok i feel like playin badminton again...
who wanna play, muz call me wor...
but muz give mercy...lolx...i am still at my super beginner stage...heez...
actually we didn't hav a proper place to play the badminton...
cos only till then do we noe tt we muz book e court beforehand n there're bookin fees too...
haha so no choice, we played at the playground...lolx...
though e space ard was very limited...but still we had a great time...
haha but so sad my shuttlecock was stuck...idiot...
my only shuttlecock...haiz...muz go buy new shuttlecocks liao...
haiz so after our failure to get back e stuck shuttlecock, we went to take pics ard e playground to cool off before our short gym session...
haha n as usual, after all our activities, we went to hav our mac ice-cream...!
den after goin home, i found out tt i got cut on my palm...
so weird, it seems like i 4eva will nt noe where do my cuts n bruises come frm de...
haiz...i cant get any blurrer...
pics taken at the playground...
made a prayer at 12:29 AM
Monday, September 15
fri used comp e whole afternoon before i go out of home to meet vani n banu for dinner...
so i made my own lunch of fried rice n french fries...
lol...the plate of fried rice turned out to be a very very big servin...
haha spent 2 hours juz to eat the fried rice n another half an hour on fries...
while eatin, was watchin youtube...wah super shiok...!
lol...ok i am enjoyin my time too much liao...haiz...sch is startin later le...
i am super nervous now...will i be able to cope???
my fried rice with crabstick n hotdog...ok it tastes a bit sweet due to the crabstick...kinda of weird...lol...
one of my fav food...lol...potatoes!!!
yest went for service...lol...
the service was great in my opinion but some of the cell grp members find e service not v.gd...
but i tink pastor kong is a good preacher n a funni one too...haha...
i like e examples tt he quoted, they are like so appropiate, real n so funni...heez...
n he said tt next sun service will be a continuation of yest...
erm...would daddy allow me to go out??
haiz...mayb a bit hard...he's like naggin tt i keep goin out liao...
nvm i will try my best...lolx...
my tiredness felt before has reduced...i feel a bit refreshed n energised now!!!
made a prayer at 12:11 PM
Friday, September 12
pressured n tiredness is all tt i feel now...
feel like givin up n escapin frm home...
but...it's not worth doin so now...
n i shld not do so too...shld pray n see how it goes for some time n see how...
made a prayer at 11:28 AM
Thursday, September 11
today went to meet mei for lunch at her workplace...lolx...
it's e 1st time i lunch with her since she started her attachment 3 weeks ago...
haha decided to eat with her cos i realised tt i hav been spendin too little time with her liao...
though e food there quite pricy but nvm lol cos too long nv lunch with her alone liao...
of course not countin e dinner times with family...
after tt went off to suntec to look at cotton on shop...lol...
realised tt shoppin alone is more fruitful...haha to tink tt i spend abt 1.5hrs in e shop...
1st time spend so much time in e shop...haha bought a top n 2 bottoms for $45...
plus also bought a drama set for $20...wah spend too much le...
i muz control liao...tml still goin dinner with banu n vani...shake head...
is it time to look for a part time job?
but timin wise a bit hard wor...weekends is nono cos heez wanna go for cell n service...
haiz hopefully papa will let me out on sun in e 1st place...
papa like weird weird de...sometimes he nag at us, sometimes nv...
den sometimes scold for nothin...haiz...
dunno if sun can get out of e customs (lol referrin to daddy) mah...
haha den after my shoppin spree at cotton on and vcd shop i went to visit aunts' shop...
haha spent some time talkin to them before i head home...lolx...
so today is counted as my family day...heez...
now waitin for papa to finish cookin dinner...
haiz muz be on my alert tonight cos papa today like quite paranoid...
wah like walkin on a land with buried bombs wor...
very scary, dunno when will kana bomb...
yest's gym like not v.successful...haiz...cos i only manage to exercise for abt 1 hour...
haiz cos nt feelin v.well yup...
n worse thing after gym, we went to eat sakae sushi's buffet...
haha ok it's my fault cos i am e one who tempted jo to eat de...
but shld be fine rite...haha cos i exercise n eat...at least it's a healthy lifestyle?
haha ok i am only tryin to convince myself...
yest we eat so much lo...both of us eat 25 plates...
for me, i eat 14 plates alone n these includes udon...
wah super fillin...even after e meal n we walked ard for some time i still feel like pukin...
1st time in my life eat sakae till wanna puke...
super xin ku...but still we had a great time...lolx...
ok i noe i look terrible...ar my dark eye rings...
plus i nv put makeup whenever i go for exercises...
heez but my frens shld b used to it liao...
i'm tryin to open my mouth as big as possible lolx...
but this is e biggest i can go... :( unsuccessful attempt...
jo n her fav salmon dish...haha she loves it a lot...haha...
made a prayer at 10:03 PM
Wednesday, September 10
goin to gym with jo later for our gym session...zhihui may b joinin us...
haha...hopefully it will be a fruitful session...lol...
thought things through abt my aunt...
actually i did not blame her at all...it's juz tt i do nt noe how to face her...
besides, it's not her fault, she's ill...
her illness may b caused by escapin frm reality or without any1 to shower her with care n concern...
probably i juz need some patience, time n courage to face her or communicate with her...
oh these few days, there's a song entitled 'I've got heaven' hav been frequently playin in my mind...
I've got heaveni've got heaven on the inside of mePeace and joy God has set me freeHeaven is a reality Abundant life flows out of mei've got a smile on my faceA glide in my stride i'm tastin his grace And i'm walkin by faith I've got heaven on the inside of me i've got heaven flowin out of meI bring heaven into this worldjoy, joy, joyi've got such joy in my heartpeace, peace, peacei've got such peace in my hearti rmb the day it all began it was the day that i was born againAn explosion took place On the inside of meit was the spirit of God Settin me freedoes this constant playin of song in my mind mean somethin?
or simply bcos it's 1 of my fav songs in sec sch?
erm...i'm in search for an ans...
made a prayer at 11:46 AM
Tuesday, September 9
will be home today...
actually had an appointment but i couldn't make it due to some personal reasons...
haiz...so with so much time on hand, i hav tried to revive my blogshop...
wah e blogshop like lifeless for 2 yrs liao...haha but really gotta clear my cupboard...
yest went shoppin with jo at novena n orchard...haha...
actually wanted to go gym yest de...but jo say she wanna shop...lol...
nvm...haha anyway shoppin is counted as one of my unpopular hobby...
quite heartache to actually spend so much yest...
tink spend abt 60+ bucks...close to 70 bucks can...
oh no...i am so broke now...
plus after my shoppin spree, i sort of regretted buyin a 40+ bucks cap...
wah is really ex la...but i really liked it...haha...
other than e cap, i bought another t-shirt...like e words on the shirt a lot...
haha though e words dun really sound like me (cos it sounds kinda rebellious) but to me it makes sense...
on e shirt wrote 'A gd gal is a naughty gal tt nv gets caught'...
how true it is...even every gd gal will also make mistakes n do wrong stuffs...
so haha conclusion is everyone is naughty...lol...
oh sq 2's toliet walls are pics of lavender...how nice!!!
talked to jo a lot yest too...told her e tremendous things tt happen to me these 2 weeks...
she was rather surprised...lol...then i started tellin her abt e cell members n church...
but she dun seem open to joinin me for service so haha nv brought up tt matter...
however, i gt ask if she wanna go for sin yong's magic charity show...
though she say anythin but glad tt she didnt reject...lol...
besides jo, anna also say ok to e idea...haha...great we can all watch e show tog...
reached home pretty late at ard 8+ yest...lol...cos jo gotta buy fancl stuffs urgently...
so after our shoppin spree le, accompanied her to buy her stuffs...
on our way there, gt a model co proj coordinator approach us n keep pesterin us to go for some interview...
it's like super late at nite le n we need to go home soon le...
so we juz gave our no...haha anyway we decided to ignore if they called...
luckily when i reached home le, papa still nt home yet...
really worried tt papa will say smth n dun allow me to go out anymore cos i hav been home late lately...
wanted to go for dinner yest cos pa was nt home by 9, den papa called n say tt aunt gt mental releapse again n he needed to send her to imh...
haiz...it happen so many times le...a bit tired of such things liao...
always i am abt to forgive her for the bad things tt she did then somethin happen...
haiz...tt day even buy egg tarts for her but she threw them away...
she juz dun appreciate any kindness...really dunno wat i can do liao...
perhaps talk to her again when she's out of e hospital bah...
god pls give me more strength to face her...
Monday, September 8
frensthey are ppl tt stand by ur side when u are down and encourage u when u are weak...
i hav met such frens n i thank them for everythin tt they do for me...
most imptly, i thank god for sendin these cute n beautiful frens or angels to me...
lol...encouragement really makes a big difference...
so let's not be miser in our encouragement n praises to our frens...
lol not forgetin givin them a pat on the shoulder too...smilex...
Sunday, September 7
todaywent for service in e mornin...lol...jy is late as usual...haha...
though sleep these couple of days hav been minimal for me...
but i felt very energetic...lol...
realised tt i enjoy more attendin service than e past...
heez...it's a gd thing lol...
today also v.happy cos when i encouraged delford to raise out his hands durin praise...
he DID it...heez...so happy when encouragement really brings courage to someone else...
lol...besides, when jy encouraged him to go for e altar call, he went too...
then after service, we went for lunch & celebrated raymond's bday n delford's entry into ns...
haha...these few weeks like so many ppl's bday...
plus today's lunch super funni, jy n zx like keep suanin each other...
i laugh until reachin e end of the meal, then i dun feel like laughin liao...
wah can imagine tt the 'shiverin snowman' multiple liao...
haha see so many snowmans ard me at tt time...lol...
den i suddenly made a remark to them tt if ppl dunno, will tink tt they are a couple...
ahaha...ok i noe it's not...lol...
after lunch, home sweet home...!
n talked to my dad for a while, washed up and took a 2hr slp...
haha...satisfied...but tonight dunno gt probs slpin not...
btw realised tt i gettin more n more blur liao...
also dunno is jo's or my sis' blurrness tt pass to me...lol...
today like did 4 super blur things lo...
1st: on my way to church, had to change buses, but i stare into air den missed stop...
2nd: didn't realised next month is my bday till owen remind me...
3rd: wanted to reply melody but send e msg to mei instead
4th: before dinner wanted to tell papa to eat (habit), den i say byebye...wah...den my sis laugh at
me for so long...
shake head...muz dong my head liao...ar...
satwent home v.late cos was out with jy n owen to buy presents...lol...
v.diff frm my usual timin but it mayb a gd thing cos this may help to change my dad's view n give me more freedom...heez...
made a prayer at 11:24 PM
Saturday, September 6
haha finally get to spend precious time with my beloved xian...
took some pics...lol...but some pics do not look v.rite...
made a prayer at 12:18 AM
Thursday, September 4
below are some pics tt we took tt day on vani's bday celebration...
lolx...but these are only parts of the pics cos vani is yet to send us e pics tt we took usin her hp...
heez...
lol...we are feedin each other with e blackforest cake tt i bought...yum yum...
this is e nightie tt we bought for vani...lol...actually is i choose de...not bad rite...haha...
in vani's hand is e perfume with a pretty box tt we bought for her too...
met up with jing today...lol...nv seen her for 2 or 3 yrs le... haha...intially cant recognise her de oh no she's my partner in sec 4... heez ok i cant be more blur...lol...jo stop passin me ur blur-ness... lol...anyway though we only met up for a short 2 hrs but we caught up much... haha den we are tokin abt e sec days...haiz... suddenly missed sec sch a lot... we actually wanted to visit sch de but e environment has changed so much... and many of the tchers left sch le... haiz...everyone and every part of the world are growin up or revolvin... n memories cant be reinstated...so sad... haiz...nvm...we shld arrange for more gatherings... lol...next time not only de 2 of us alright...
juz found out tt there r pics of xian in my hp...
heez...juz wanna share tt xian is so cute....lolx...
xian seems to be winkin at me...oh no she dun like male or female dogs wor...
n she likes males...but...i not male wor...
Wednesday, September 3
Tuesthis tues in the early morning, my exams results were out...lol...
scored 'A' for maths and 'B-' for econs...heez...
though i gt high confidence level tt i will do well for maths but econs was the killer subject to me...
cos for econs i did a terrible mistake by doin 2 more ques than wat was required...
so was juz hopin tt i will juz pass at 34 marks (34 marks is the passin mark for uol, it's upon 100 marks!!!)
but thank god...lol...B- is good enough le...heez...happy...
hurray i successfully shorten the 3 yrs study to 2 yrs...heez...
other than e results tt brought happiness on tues which is a gd start for e day...
another happy thing took place on tues too...heez...
anna, jo, vani n me went to pitstop to celebrate vani's bday...
haha though we wouldn't arrange to go out on her actual bday which is tml...
but tues is e closest date tt we all could make it...
had a great time tt day...lol but used my old tactic again...
heez bought a big piece of blackflorest cake in e mornin...
but i did not take e cake out immediately when we met...
haha after meetin, we set off to pitstop to play a few games n had lunch 1st...
after lunch, i looked at vani's face, told her to go e toliet cos like gt somethin on her face (eh actually gt nothi but i need some time to prepare e cake lol)
then i started to prepare e stuffs, however was not ready n vani was walkin back le...
without any choices, i shouted out to her to look at e pics tt are pasted on e walls outside of e toliet as there are pics of our frens pasted on the walls...
haha successfully obtained more time to finish preparin e cake...
lol...then when she walked back to our table, we started singin bday song...
heez jo n anna didn't dare to sing out loud cos the shop keeper was nearby...
lol to me, i juz dun care n sing out loud haha a bit paiseh la but it's vani 21st bday so it's ok to do crazy things...
haha ok i noe, u all are waitin to pull me into hougang chalet...lol...
eh back to tues, after tt, vani opened e presents tt we shared to give her...
she looked very surprised tt we chose to buy a nightie for her and happy to receive e perfume...
haha took many pics tt day but they hav yet to send me e pics so i only hav 1 pic with me...
we played e games till 7+ pm...haha played for longer time den planned cos we were quite addicted to e games liao...
heez...will try to go again n play e games...lol gt more than 200 games to choose frm…
anyway e prices there not very ex...haha...
each of us pay abt $15.60 for lunch, free flow of plain water and game-playin frm 2.30pm to 7.30pm...
so it’s quite reasonable lol…but for weekends will spend a bit more lo…
Todaywent for bs in the noon…after tt, went swimmin at jo’s place alone…
cos she gt things cant join me…
but so sad tt after swimmin only for 3laps den rainin liao…
haiz…so no choice, hav to get out of the pool n head for steambath…
shake head…next time muz check weather forecast first liao…
Monday, September 1
supposed to meet jo at 1.30 for our gym session...
but lol...it juz so happens tt both of us did not hav enough rest these couple of days...
lol so we decided to go another day...haha...
realised tt my passion for goin to the gym is growin...
prob even more than my passion for swimmin le...haha...
but kinda of miss goin for steambath after swimmin...
heez...nvm no matter gym or swim does not matter as long as i do excerise...
daddy hav been out of the country for this week...
he was supposed to come back today...
but tink he called me early this mornin to inform me tt he will only be back tml...
lols...hope tt it did happen n i was not dreamin...
sometimes it's a bit hard to differentiate dreams frm reality...
oh gosh i really miss xian xian...was supposed to bring her go gai gai over e weekends..
but was so busy...sat went to granny's place, tok to jy n only reached home after midnight...
yest after service went to eat at e airport, den decided to rest at home for a while before bringin xian but my aunt called to ask if we wanna dine with her...
so in e end went for dinner and reached home at abt 9+...
haiz...upon countin, my next time to see xian will only be on thurs...
haha suddenly rmb e 1st time, my uncle brought xian to my house...
it will be a yr ago le...tt time i was still very afraid of dogs...
when she ran into my house, i screamed and jumped on e sofa...
haha to tink tt i spent abt a yr to overcome my fear of dogs...
juz changed my playlist of my fav songs...actually wanna share by addin a few nice christian songs frm my sec sch's album de...
but mei says tt it's very copyrighted...haiz...
lastly, i wanna share a song tt is constantly sung durin sec sch...
the song is entitled 'You are my strength', hopefully this song will encourage my frens who are lost and are facin a touch patch in life...
You are my strength
You are my strength when i am weak
You are the treasure that i seek
you are my all in all
Seekin u as a precious jewel
Lord to give up i'd be a fool
You are my all in all
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is your name
Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising again i bless you name
You are my all in all
When i fall down, you pick me up
When i am dry, you fill my cup
You are my all in all
These are the pics of my poly class when we attended angeline's bday last sat...
Dun tink they look very nice...but haha dun care...lol...
after goin for cell yest, suddenly i felt tt god seems to be tellin me to visit my granny...
im not close to her at all since my mum's death and would only see her durin CNY...
was actually strugglin whether shld visit her cos i couldnt speak her language...
but lol...luckily i visited her...heez...
though she said many stuffs tt stirred up all my bad memories and i actually cried with her...
but the feelin of havin a meal with her after so long was really great...
before i left her house, my aunt actually revealed a secret to me...
this really made me regretted frm foresakin Lord when i was in Pri 2...
was really sad after hearin the secret...luckily jy could meet up with me after tt...
lol...spent abt 2+ hours talkin to her haha...we were like cryin away under a void deck...
hopefully no one saw us...anyway was really grateful to her...
jy said many things to me and made me tink through...
THANK YOU JY!!!
below is the pic tt i took with my granny...omg she's so cute!!!
made a prayer at 12:11 AM
