Monday, November 24
now i will put in the 3 pgs passage written before the trip...actuallly no one realli noe abt my past...it is a painful past tt i dun wish to b reminded of but yet oftenly i m...i used to hav a happi family even though there were frequent quarrels but there were still days of laughter...when i was at an innocent age of 8...my mum died of cancer...it was like a disaster tt had taken place robbing everyone of their loved ones, family and home...life wasn't the same...when mum was alive i used to ask her daily whether i was the one whom she dote on most...the ans was always yes...i loved her too as much as the past and i will continue to do so in the future...after her death, dad, granny and sis was the most close to me...i was rebellious then, i didn't obey ,and was also stubborn and always insisted my way...as i grow up, i start to become mature n obey instructions...at tt time...my granny fell sick...i regretted not treasuring her earlier...granny can no longer walk...at tt period of time, i took care of her...sumtimes i would imagine how would it b like if she left us...it was the most grave mistake i had made...she realli left us...i blame myself for harbouring such evil thoughts...most of all i miss her...every time when i m reminded of her...my eyes will be watery...usually i feel tt she is still around us, beside us...she is living...these were all dreams...and now i wanted so much to let her noe tt i love her and miss her!!!! THANK YOU FOR TAKING CARE OF ME WHEN MUM IS NOT AROUND...i love you!!!!
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